Douche

I have such a nasty temper. Little things cause me to fly off the handle and I hate it. Add a little bit o' the PMS to that? Total douche bag.

It's gotten so bad I think I need to either 1) get on medication 2) take anger management or 3)sign up for boxing lessons.

The worst part? I'm even annoyed and angry with myself! How the hell do you get away from yourself?

I can hear the thought forming in my brain, and the brain tells my mouth "That sounds great! What a terrible shitty thing to say! You'll really hurt ANYONE who hears that" and the mouth opens up "Blah blah blah you suck I hate you blah blah go away blah blah".

I'm not one of those people who has low self esteem and wants to hurt you to make me feel above you. I'm more hurt-you-so-I-can-watch-you-suffer-and-take-pleasure-in-your- sufferring.

Boo hiss.