Ahhh

Tonight as I sat around the fire, surrounded by friends and my family- something dawned on me. I'm forcing myself to relive the pain because I'm afraid I'll forget her.

I'll never forget her.

My sister said today "Do you remember what she looks like? All I remember is the hospital"

I do remember...I'm just having a hard time finding her smile. :)

I know it's ok to allow myself to be happy. Being happy doesn't mean I don't miss her.